| Why?! |
[Dec. 6th, 2005|11:23 pm] |
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Why can't people ever see the good in something? Why can't people leave the past in the past? Why can't someone just leave you alone and let you be happy?! Why do people have to be so rude!? I just don't get it..... people do change. I don't know why some people want others to look so bad, it just makes that person look like an ass in the long run! |
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| The truth is..... |
[Nov. 27th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
First let me start out by saying this isnt towards anyone but me!! You see I'm not really happy with myself.... and no.... no one has made me unhappy or anything like that!! It's me!! I just... Ive never really liked who I am. I don't know what to do or really how to even explain the way I'm feeling. Yes, I'm happy with my job,my friends,family,and my boyfriend but I just don't love myself. I don't know maybe I'll learn how to..... one day!!!! |
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| Ryans home |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|11:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
So right now im in 4th hour. And Im so happy cause Ryans home!! I cant wait to see him today!! Woo hoo!! Theres nothing to do in this class.... I swear!! Okays cya |
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| Ryan's coming home soon!!!! |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|01:41 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
I can't wait.... Ryan should be home no later than this tuesday!!!! Im really out of it today.... I worked last night and I didnt get home till like 1 am I think I should take a nap haha Okays laters
~ Kitty ~ |
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| So0o |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|05:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I wanna fight | ] |
So this is week (like every week) is going by so fast thank God!! I start a job on sat. at Crystal Gardens.... I can't wait. Cari and I both start on sat. at 7pm woo hoo lol Ryan is coming home soon like within a week.... omg I cant wait!! I'm really out of it this week.... I need to get some more sleep. Well, Okays cya |
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| Homecoming |
[Oct. 1st, 2005|10:02 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nauseated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Grind on me | ] |
Today's the homecoming dance, my mom and jackies birthday (HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU!!!!) last night sucked! We lost....
I really wish that Ryan was home! But hes in Utah working but he'll be home in a week.... I miss him!!!! ~ Laters ~
Ps. Jackie everything will be okay .... I promise! I love you and know that I will ALWAYS be here for you no matter what it is!! |
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| Happy for once |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|06:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Open your eyes | ] |
I'm so happy that I found a man that really does care about me and like me for who I am. I have dated some many jerks that just dont respect me or any of that crap. But I am very happy now. But anywho, the concert went great everyone loved the band that I had come.... Halloween. They rocked. I loved Fallen Heroes.... they were awesome as well. This week is homecoming week and it dont really matter to me that much, Ryan wont be home for like 2 more weeks, hes in wyoming building cabins. But i'll make the best outta homecoming.
Anywho, Im just happy to feel the way that I do. Oh and I just wanted to thank Cari,Ashley,Jamie,and Ericka for coming with to the show yesterday, it was a lot of fun!! I had fun seeing Shane,Sean and Terry too.... it's been a long time. Well cya laters |
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| Happy again |
[Sep. 20th, 2005|12:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
So, I met this guy Ryan and he went to yale in 2004 so he lives right by me!! I have not been this happy in a long time!! I'm just so thankful for him and I love this feeling!! It's the best!!
www.myspace.com/loveme4me06 |
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| I really dont know |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|08:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Scars | ] |
GUYS!!!!!!!!!! THEY DRIVE ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it when a lot of guys like u at one time......... it sucks!! GRRRRRRRRRR I just wanna find one guy that I like. Oh well other than that I love this school year so far!! WOo hoo my last year lol |
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| Grrrr |
[Aug. 10th, 2005|09:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
I dont really have much to say but that I feel like CRAP!!!!!!!!!! I feel so icky and I cant stand it.......... |
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| I dont know |
[Aug. 9th, 2005|09:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
I feel so out of it. Its like a lot of guys like me right now and I feel bad. I hate when someone likes me and I dont feel the same way.......... I feel so ugly!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR |
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| So yeah |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|01:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | These hazel eyes | ] |
So yesterday i saw Randall for the 1st time since we broke up and it all came out.... I wasnt 100% over him but seeing him and talking to him made it better. At 1st i cried but then we just talked and omg his family was so happy to see me, his mom jumped up and like ran over to me lol i love them so much!! I'm just so thankful that Randall and I are friends and now I really do feel like myself. But anywho, this song was how I was, holding everything in but now I can say I really am feeling so much better.
" Behind THese Hazel Eyes
seems like just yesterday
you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
your arms around me tight
everything felt so right
unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
no I can't breathe, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
opened up and let you in
you made me feel alright
for once in my life
now all that's left of me
is what I pretend to be
sewed together but so broken up inside
no I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes
swallow me then spit me out
for hated you I blame myself
seeing you, it kills me now
though I dont cry on the outside anymore
anymore
Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes
Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes" |
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| Last day of college |
[Jul. 8th, 2005|09:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Woo hoo | ] |
I never thought I would say this but I'm really sad that my college course is over. I got an A in my sign language class and I loved it!! After class Cari and I went to the mall from like 11:40am till like almost 7pm, it was fun, we ran into some people. Guess what Cortney, I met your bf and I'm so happy for you!! I can tell he really cares about you, he talked about you a lot!! You guys are so cute!! Anywho, I love ya peeps....
~Kris |
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| Outta it |
[Jul. 6th, 2005|09:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Welcome to my life | ] |
I'm so out of it!! Going to college and looking for a job and then a good chance that my family will be moving, so now I have to really think about what I'm gonna do. I feel so lost and kinda scared about what to do. Life has been changing in so many ways, and right now I just feel really lost........ I need a lot of sleep. Okays, love ya peeps......
www.myspace.com/loveme4me06 |
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| About me |
[Jun. 23rd, 2005|06:09 pm] |
ANSWER: YES OR NO
Ugly? :
Kind? :
Quiet? :
Loud? :
Shy? :
Weird? :
Selfish? :
Ghetto? :
Crazy?:
Hot?:
Cute?:
Pretty?:
Sexy? :
Nice? :
Mean?
Immature? :
Rude? :
Cool? :
Brat? :
Stupid? :
Caring? :
Mature? :
A friend? :
More than a friend? :
Talkative? :
Boring? :
Beautiful? :
Creative? :
Smart? :
A flirt? :
Slutty? :
A psyc ho?
Athletic? :
Confusing? :
Sweet? :
Mood swings? :
Attractive? :
Annoying? :
Funny? :
Hyper? :
Laid back? :
Perfect? :
**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**
1. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?
2. When is my birthday?:
3. Who is my best friend?:
4. Where did we meet?:
5. Have you ever had a dream about me?:
6. If you could change one thing about me what would
it be?:
7. Describe me in 3-5 words:
8. If u could tell me one last thing what would it
be?:
9. If u could ask me anything..what would it be?
**PERSONAL (OPPOSITE SEX ONLY)**
1. I am the _______ person u know.
2. Would u like to kiss me?:
3. Do you want to be my bf/gf ?:
4.(a) Do u ever think ab out me off-line?:
b) On a scale of 1-10 (10 be ing high), how much do
you think of me each day?:
5. a) Would you ever ask me out?:
b) Right now, what is the chance of that happening (in
%):
6. a) Have you ever had a crush on me?:
b) Do you still?:
7. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my body?:
8. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my
personality?:
9. Physically, what's my best feature?:
10. Mentally what is my best feature?
**EVERYBODY**
Do u wish we were closer?: |
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| I'm so lost!! |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|06:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
Okay yesterday 2 guys told me that there in love with me!! I don't really know what to do. And then I found out that my cousin wants me to go to Branson(where she lives) and she can get me an acting job!! It's great, but I dont know what to do. Im so lost right now. I don't know what I guy I really like, I hate that! GRRRRRR........ and this acting thing can really get me started!! Anywho, I love ya peeps! ! |
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| So happy!! |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|10:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I can love again | ] |
Omg, I met someone.......... to me hes so sweet!! I'm so happy!! Omg lol!! Love ya peeps Kris |
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| Hey |
[Jun. 3rd, 2005|07:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tell me the truth | ] |
Well, today was our last full day of school thank god!! Lol........ love ya peeps
www.myspace.com/loveme4me06 |
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| Hey |
[May. 31st, 2005|05:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
Well, today I'm really out of it. My back hurts soooooooooo bad!! And I dont know, I'm just in a lot of pain!! I'm looking forward to next week cuz we go to school till wed. and it's all half days! And Wed. is our last day of school!! Woo Hoo!! I really can't wait!! Well, I'm out Love ya peeps!! |
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